newdeathsensation

He told me one last story. He used his age ruined voice like an old man’s hands to pick at the lock to his past. This was the story of his life, his love. How he had overcome all his fears and adversities for that of another. The story was told with such passion and joy, yet sadness and longing to be back in the times that had past. But it was almost over. I could hear his voice growing quiet, weary. His breaths were long and deep. I knew his time was nigh. I walked over to his hospital bed and lay beside him, wrapping myself in his arms. He held me tight as he began to slip through to his eternal slumber. Slowly, his grasp on me went li

its this world that’s bringing me down, down to where I belong all the signs I’ve missed along the way have caused this regret that lingers in my soul dishonour and betrayal are the thoughts constantly entering my mind all these questions which can’t be answered I’m going insane My mental health is at its breaking point Only hanging by a thread But its not insanity I fear But that things will remain the same Its been so long since I’ve rested Let my mind be free Free of thought, free of hate and the vengeance I seek It’s all building up now, the emotions, fusing together creating anger and hatred

I sit in this room, feeling so alone. Surrounded by such ignorance. How can they possibly be so blind and Unaware of what's going on? Its times like these where I realise what I have, and how much I take for granted. Yet its times like these where the thought of what im deprived Flood my mind and dampen my soul. This constant thinking, I cannot stop it, Though I have tried and tried so hard. I guess it's the price one must pay, The consequences of what I have done. The pain is growing inside of me, The regret for all I did wrong. Yet things now seem so clear to me. My blood, my life…all gone.

This silence is so calming, What I have wanted for quite some time. The soothingness of nothing Its greater than I had dreamed. To just lay here looking at the stars, Forgetting all my troubles. Forgetting all that's happened to me. I'm feeling tired. My fall into eternal slumber Is oh so peaceful. The blood gushing forth is so warm on my skin Bathing me, cleansing me Of the life I lived so wrong. I have no regrets of what I'm doing, Though I have often in the past. This is the one thing I've been sure of Yet its taken me so long. I feel the life leaving me, My body is now numb. The light above is blinding. I am finally

Down deep in the shadows Is where I long to be. To be alone and far away from here To be free. And as I cower in fear Of what could happen to me, I just think of that dark place. The one I long for. There must be meaning to life. Why else would we feel pain? The thoughts of my sanity Are in turn driving me insane Feeling the heartbeat Pumping blood throughout our veins. The blood of a sinner. This must all end.